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So its Sunday 22:06 - I haven't yet done my reading or my listening for my first lectures of the term tomorrow nor do I have a score I can submit.
I am quite upset over it because the first day or so of work seemed to go good and I had a promising piece which I was quite proud of. Until Friday, this work seemed had been the most enjoyment piece I have written and I thought that on completion would have been lethal in the hands of the violinist in question.
However, it isn't to be. I don't have mental energy or any energy to pull an all night for this piece even though it was very important to me to complete. But I am already tired and going to my lectures and falling asleep in them is going to be worst than not being prepared for it.
I do want to thank the people who did offer help. I know I probably don't sound grateful to you because I am quite bitter about not completing the piece at the moment. It was my own fault for not checking when the deadline was and therefore leaving writing the piece until the last moment.
I don't know what will become of Dawn. I hope I don't save it away and never look on it again but I can't, at this time, forsee a future of it when I can't figure how to continue it.
Time to move on though.
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