Of course. That's my main problem. I don't have enough training to write on paper what I hear in my head, even if I imagine it. I'd need an actual cellist to inspire me, since I need to "feel" it as I go so that it works...
Meh, I can't explain it better. If there isn't the ability for the sound to answer back to me so that I can proceed, I'm always unable to compose well. My relative ear sucks.
This "piece" is just something I threw up without much thought and just felt at the moment, but died as it went (for the finale reasons). I rarely make these, and I shouldn't post them here for that same reason, but I did.
I'd need a damn orchestra of slaves.
So bah. :/