i certainly feel what you're saying - it's pretty much hard to get rejected, on a constant basis. i, personaly, know the angst rejection causes. there are plenty of reasons why one gets rejected. some are simply bureucratic, some are economical, some are both. i don't know how old are you, but i'm 27 and been being rejected like dozens of time. up to the level, where i consider it to be complete moral crime - it's the times when they say they'll publish your work to simply reject it weeks later. so, yes, there is some true 'fuck them' feeling in me.
BUT - it's not the problem. well, maybe for you, but not for me - at least i can hear my works myself (i need no one to perform them, except for my pc) and doing it make one human being proud. BUT - if you want some audience, there's other ways to do it than just established bureucratic forms. i would go to some bars, pubs, whatever and sneak in some of my music, so, at least unconsciously, people would hear it. once i played in pretty much big party, where i was being advertised as a guest from england, you bet it gives people extra serotonine to care to listen.
SO, while i feel what you're saying, i advice to not think of it too much and go on.
i mean charles bukowski was being rejected untill his forties and now he's what - a fucking legend!
