Sonata for 13 Instruments

I'd consider this my first "major/substantial" piece. I began it in late 2020, as a way to express my various pent up frustrations associated with that year. I spent about a year finishing it. I really don't know how to feel about it now. It's all very aggressive and lofty, nearly pretentiously modern to me. I want to revise it for when I submit my college portfolio. I'm working on finding the score files in my computer