January 20, 2025

I wrote this to put into music my feelings from the past month, since that day. 

It’s mostly fairly bleak, with a sliver of hopefulness near the end. 

Edited April 9, 2025Apr 9 by BipolarComposer

Hi @BipolarComposer!

I like the mood you set here!  It's like a mix of music from the classic videogame "Metroid" and a bit of Elliot Goldenthal.  The latter half is quite different from the beginning which sets a menacing but mysterious mood.  But the end is like a release.  I like it a lot!  Thanks for sharing.  I hope you don't end up removing it sometime in the future - it deserves to be heard by the community!

Also, to encourage more participation and interaction between you and the people who might listen and review your work you could give a ❤️ or a 🏆 as a reaction to our reviews!  And btw - Happy Easter!

Thank you for your comments. 
 

It’s an unfortunate side effect of my mental health, that I go through some serious imposter syndrome moments, and believe that nothing I create is of any worth. It’s then that I delete, as I’m embarrassed by the pieces. It also impacts my commenting, as I feel I have nothing of worth to say.  

5 hours ago, BipolarComposer said:

Thank you for your comments.

You're welcome!  And thanks for your reactions and interaction!

5 hours ago, BipolarComposer said:

It’s an unfortunate side effect of my mental health, that I go through some serious imposter syndrome moments, and believe that nothing I create is of any worth. It’s then that I delete, as I’m embarrassed by the pieces.

Perhaps you'd be interested in reading this particular post in the "Why I compose music on paper" thread?  In that post I also reveal my own struggles with mental health and bipolar disorder.

5 hours ago, BipolarComposer said:

It also impacts my commenting, as I feel I have nothing of worth to say.

Would you be interested in this topic?  What keeps you from reviewing more works?