femboy_sharky

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I'm so confused... 😵‍💫

Verse 1: Woke up, it’s raining again Empty room, still holding my breath Trying to smile, but it slips through my hands Like I’m watching my life from the edge Pre-Chorus: Was it always this quiet? Was it always this cold? If I’m meant to be living Why do I feel so alone? Chorus: Why am I here? Standing out in the open Searching for meaning, but nothing is clear Why am I here? Drifting through all of these moments Wishing my purpose would finally appear Tell me, why am I here? Verse 2: Eyes wide, I’m lost in the crowd Wearing masks I can’t figure out Moving slow, but my mind’s running wild I keep waiting to feel something now Pre-Chorus: Is there something I’m missing? A part I forgot? If I’m meant to be someone Why does it feel like I’m not? Chorus: Why am I here? Standing out in the open Searching for meaning, but nothing is clear Why am I here? Drifting through all of these moments Wishing my purpose would finally appear Tell me, why am I here? Bridge: Maybe someday I’ll know Maybe truth’s in the unknown Till then I’ll try to hold on To hope I can call my own Chorus: Why am I here? Standing out in the open Searching for meaning, but nothing is clear Why am I here? Drifting through all of these moments Wishing my purpose would finally appear Tell me, why am I here?

At 14, Adam talked about summer dreams On the train and he's laughing with me Talkin' 'bout skateboards, his cat, and the girls that he likes I ask, “Have you got someone in mind?” She’s at the all-girls school He says something about loving her smile Suddenly questioning mine بياخد مخدرات و هو بيتعلم سواقة بيقضي وقت معاها He likes a girl, he likes a girl He likes a girl, he likes a girl And I'm not a girl, I'm not a girl I'm not a girl, I'm not a He likes a girl, he likes a girl He likes a girl, he likes a girl And I'm not a girl, I'm not a girl I'm not a girl, I'm not Used to pretending I'm cool مش ھاقدر أشرح Why my stomach is tangled in blue احساس جدید لیا He’s half-French with a crooked grin Cherry cola, bright on his skin Wasted on some girl who lets him win But why do I feel hollow within? Why am I burning? ما تفوق شوية He’s not your boyfriend He likes a girl, he likes a girl He likes a girl, he likes a girl And I'm not a girl, I'm not a girl I'm not a girl, I'm not a He likes a girl, he likes a girl He likes a girl, he likes a girl And I'm not a girl, I'm not a girl I'm not a girl, I'm not a girl I'm not a girl F**k that girl.

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I don't know how to add instrumental music nor do I know how to post videos on here.

Title: Porcelain Dreams (Verse 1) Underneath the floorboards, secrets softly creep, Painted little faces whisper while you sleep. Dolls with broken lashes, glassy haunted eyes, Smile wide and watch you, waiting for sunrise. (Pre-Chorus) Tiptoe down the hallway, shadows start to bend, Porcelain hearts are fragile, easy to pretend. Cracks beneath the surface, stories left untold, Nightmares dressed in lace, and hands that feel too cold. (Chorus) Porcelain dreams, spinning in the dark, Pretty on the outside, hiding all the marks. Sing me lullabies that sound like screams, I’m waking up inside my porcelain dreams. (Verse 2) Whispering in riddles, ribbons in their hair, Tiny velvet secrets floating in the air. Hollow giggles echo, footsteps on the rug, Dancing round in circles, waiting for a hug. (Pre-Chorus) Tiptoe down the hallway, shadows start to bend, Porcelain hearts are fragile, easy to pretend. Cracks beneath the surface, stories left untold, Nightmares dressed in lace, and hands that feel too cold. (Chorus) Porcelain dreams, spinning in the dark, Pretty on the outside, hiding all the marks. Sing me lullabies that sound like screams, I’m waking up inside my porcelain dreams. (Bridge) Pull the strings, I’ll play along, Broken but I don’t belong. Wrap me up in feathery lies, Watch me shatter when I rise. (Chorus) Porcelain dreams, spinning in the dark, Pretty on the outside, hiding all the marks. Sing me lullabies that sound like screams, I’m waking up inside my porcelain dreams. (Outro) So close my eyes and count to three, Will you wake or break me free? Porcelain dreams, I hear your call— One more night behind the dollhouse wall.

Title: Rebel in Disguise (Verse 1) They see your quiet smile, your calm and easy style, But underneath, there’s thunder rolling all the while. You walk the line in daylight, but at night you come alive— A secret spark of trouble in the way you thrive. (Pre-Chorus) You play it cool, you wear the mask, But your restless heart is built for breaking glass. You’re not the kind to follow every rule, You’re the wild card, bending what’s true. (Chorus) You’re a rebel in disguise, they never see you coming, Hiding flames behind those eyes, your heartbeat’s always drumming. You fool them with your gentle ways, but I can see the signs— Underneath it all, you’re a rebel in disguise. (Verse 2) You chase the thrill in silence, with laughter in your veins, You make your own adventure, you love to break the chains. There’s more to you than meets the eye, a story to be told— You’re fire wrapped in velvet, a spirit uncontrolled. (Pre-Chorus) You play it cool, you wear the mask, But your restless heart is built for breaking glass. You’re not the kind to follow every rule, You’re the wild card, bending what’s true. (Chorus) You’re a rebel in disguise, they never see you coming, Hiding flames behind those eyes, your heartbeat’s always drumming. You fool them with your gentle ways, but I can see the signs— Underneath it all, you’re a rebel in disguise. (Bridge) So own your fire, let it shine, Let the world know you’re one of a kind. No more hiding, let your colors rise— You’re the storm behind the blue skies. (Chorus) You’re a rebel in disguise, they never see you coming, Hiding flames behind those eyes, your heartbeat’s always drumming. You fool them with your gentle ways, but I can see the signs— Underneath it all, you’re a rebel in disguise. (Outro) Yeah, you’re a rebel in disguise— Breaking free before their eyes.

Title: Good Boys Aren’t for Me (Verse 1) Polite smiles, tucked-in shirts, All the right words, but it never works. I tried the safe route, I tried to believe, But my wild heart just wants to break free. (Pre-Chorus) Give me tattoos, give me trouble in his eyes, Lean in close, I can feel the butterflies. The good boys call, but I let it ring, 'Cause I need more fire, I need more sting. (Chorus) Good boys aren’t for me, I want a rebel, a little risky. Give me the thrill, give me the heat, Someone who owns the darkened streets. Good boys aren’t for me, I crave the edge, the mystery. I want a bad boy, want a gangster man, Who gets my heart like no good boy can. (Verse 2) Buttoned up boys with their polished shoes, I can’t keep up with the life I've chosen. I’m drawn to danger, to the wolves who run, To the boys with a past and a loaded gun. (Pre-Chorus) Give me tattoos, give me trouble in his eyes, Lean in close, I can feel the butterflies. The good boys wait, but I just can’t stay, 'Cause I need a lover who can sweep me away. (Chorus) Good boys aren’t for me, I want a rebel, a little risky. Give me the thrill, give me the heat, Someone who owns the darkened streets. Good boys aren’t for me, I crave the edge, the mystery. I want a bad boy, want a gangster man, Who gets my heart like no good boy can. (Bridge) Call me crazy, call me wild, But I love the danger, love the style. He’s the king of the night, I’m his willing thief, With a kiss that tastes like disbelief. (Chorus) Good boys aren’t for me, I want a rebel, a little risky. Give me the thrill, give me the heat, Someone who owns the darkened streets. Good boys aren’t for me, I crave the edge, the mystery. I want a bad boy, want a gangster man, Who gets my heart like no good boy can. (Outro) So let the good boys wave as I walk by, I’ll take my trouble with a glint in his eye. Good boys aren’t for me, now I see, Give me a bad boy, set me free.

Title: Parking Lot (Verse 1) Late at night, under neon lights, You wait in the shadows, out of sight. Engine humming, secrets in the air, I hear your laughter, but I don’t know where. Candy-coated smiles, but your eyes are cold, The pavement whispers stories never told. Empty spaces, headlights blinking slow, Caught in your game, now there’s nowhere to go. (Pre-Chorus) You circle 'round, a predator’s delight, Silent as the moon on a sleepless night. Keys in your hand like a secret code, I’m chasing freedom down this endless road. (Chorus) Parking lot, parking lot, Locked doors, I’m caught. You keep me spinning, can’t break free, You’re playing games in the dark with me. Parking lot, parking lot, Can’t escape, I’m tied in knots. Under flickering lights, I’m losing sight, Tag, you’re it in the dead of night. (Verse 2) Echoes bouncing off the yellow lines, Shadows flicker, crossing every sign. You call my name in a sugary tone, But your intentions cut me to the bone. Window fogged, your breath on the glass, I feel you near, letting seconds pass. Locked in your maze, can’t find my way, Stuck in your world where the monsters play. (Pre-Chorus) You circle 'round, a predator’s delight, Silent as the moon on a sleepless night. Keys in your hand like a secret code, I’m chasing freedom down this endless road. (Chorus) Parking lot, parking lot, Locked doors, I’m caught. You keep me spinning, can’t break free, You’re playing games in the dark with me. Parking lot, parking lot, Can’t escape, I’m tied in knots. Under flickering lights, I’m losing sight, Tag, you’re it in the dead of night. (Bridge) Hiding behind every car, You’re never near, you’re never far. Breathing in the midnight air, Wish I could run, but you’re everywhere. (Chorus) Parking lot, parking lot, Locked doors, I’m caught. You keep me spinning, can’t break free, You’re playing games in the dark with me. Parking lot, parking lot, Can’t escape, I’m tied in knots. Under flickering lights, I’m losing sight, Tag, you’re it in the dead of night. (Outro) Under neon lights, your shadow’s all I’ve got, Tag, you’re it, in the parking lot.

Thank you! I'm using https://www.soundtrap.com to make the instrumental part.

(Verse 1) Welcome to the playground, where the rules are all a lie You say you want a show, but you can’t look me in the eye Fists behind your lipstick, whispers in the hall You want me to be quiet, but I’m breaking down the wall (Pre-Chorus) You dress me up in sugar, but I’m made of something rough You want a perfect puppet, but I’m calling out your bluff (Chorus) I don’t wanna play in your fight club, Don’t wanna bruise for your fake love You want a winner you can pick and choose But I’m not here for you to use I don’t wanna bleed in your fight club, Don’t wanna break for your fake hug You want a trophy you can push around But you’ll never knock me down (Verse 2) Broken crown and knuckles, you love a bloody scene Cheering for the chaos while you’re hiding in between You want a pretty fighter, but I bite back twice as hard I’m not your little secret, I’m your battle-scarred (Pre-Chorus) You paint me with your rumors, but I’m coloring outside You want me by your side, but only if I hide (Chorus) I don’t wanna play in your fight club, Don’t wanna bruise for your fake love You want a winner you can pick and choose But I’m not here for you to use I don’t wanna bleed in your fight club, Don’t wanna break for your fake hug You want a trophy you can push around But you’ll never knock me down (Bridge) You want a show, you want a scream But I’m the fire in your dream Not your game, not your pawn I’m the war you can’t move on (Chorus) I don’t wanna play in your fight club, Don’t wanna bruise for your fake love You want a winner you can pick and choose But I’m not here for you to use I don’t wanna bleed in your fight club, Don’t wanna break for your fake hug You want a trophy you can push around But you’ll never knock me down (Outro) So ring the bell, let the punches fly I’ll still be standing, don’t need to try I don’t wanna play in your fight club But I’ll survive your fight club.

(Verse 1) Candy-colored daydreams, plastic on my tongue You say you wanna be my friend, but only when it’s fun Passing notes in homeroom, secrets in a swirl You want the shine and shimmer, not my shadow world (Pre-Chorus) Sugar on your words, but your eyes say “never” (never) You want my magic, but not me forever (ever) (Chorus) Glitter and sprinkles, you want me for the show Pretty on the surface, but you’ll never know Painted-on smiles, we’re faking through the day But I won’t be your cupcake, just to throw away Glitter and sprinkles, you want me when it’s sweet But I’m not your topping, I’m more than your treat (Verse 2) Plastic tiaras, you love to play pretend (pretend) Pick me for the party, then ghost me in the end Mirrorball reflections, you crave my shine But you can’t taste my darkness, can’t handle mine (Pre-Chorus) Cherry on your mood, but you melt so quick (so quick achu) You want my colors, but not my tricks (Chorus) Glitter and sprinkles, you want me for the show Pretty on the surface, but you’ll never know Painted-on smiles, we’re faking through the day But I won’t be your cupcake, just to throw away Glitter and sprinkles, you want me when it’s sweet But I’m not your topping, I’m more than your treat (Bridge) You want a sugar rush, I want a soul You want a fairy tale, I want control Don’t need your frosting, I’ll make my own Don’t need your crumbs, I’ll build my throne (Chorus) Glitter and sprinkles, you want me for the show Pretty on the surface, but you’ll never know Painted-on smiles, we’re faking through the day But I won’t be your cupcake, just to throw away Glitter and sprinkles, you want me when it’s sweet But I’m not your topping, I’m more than your treat (Outro) So keep your glitter, keep your sprinkles too I’ll find real magic—don’t need you

Thank you! I'm sorry I haven't wrote you back, it's just I'm new here and I didn't know how to reply to messages, and no I don't have this one in the works I just wanted to post this one to see what people thought about it, what do you think @pateceramics?

Mhmmmm, mhmmmm, mhmmmm, mhmmmm, Mhmmmm, mhmmmm, mhmmmm, mhmmmm, This might be a song you don’t wanna hear, but I’ll sing it anyway. Looking in the mirror, I’m greeted by a stranger’s gaze, Stuck in this maze, My head feels like it’s going to explode. I wonder if anyone else feels this way, Caught between who they are and who they show, I see the twisted smirk on your face; You’ve haunted my soul for some time now. I can’t embrace you—everyone would laugh and judge. But I don’t care anymore. I’m breaking these shackles and chains, No more hiding. I still have broken pieces, But I’m not afraid to put them back. I’m learning to accept the parts I tried to hide, Letting my true self finally show, Looking back in the mirror, I realize I should’ve done this long ago. Song written by Brianna Hex.